The Electronics vs. Me vs Meditation

I've been having some bad luck with my electronics this past week. Ok I have this external hardrive for my computer that has all my music I've ever written, it also contains my massive mp3 collection of music, some random videos and my pornos. I was using it one morning before work and it was working fine. I get home from work and try to load up some music so I can dance around in my bedroom and it says music cannot be found. So I totally start troubleshooting the damn thing: I turn it off, I unplug it and plug it back in, I try different cables, I even thought it might be the card I plug it into on my computer but its not that b/c my ipod works through the card. So there is a good freakin' chance I've lost my life of music demos forever. I'm going to try one more thing before I basically give up. I'm going to open up the drive and take it out of the case and try putting inside my computer and plugging it in. I can also pay a lot a lot of money to a data recovery service to get the information back for me. I'll be trying all of those options this weekend! Pray for me cause I need a little bit of Godliness in me!

I've been thinking of trying meditation. It not only makes you relaxed and more aware of your inner self but it also makes you smarter! I need to get a little smarter and more relaxed. I've been too fuckin hyper and stupid for too long. It's time for a change for the guards to be let down and let the angels swing into my soul one angel at a time until my inner being is filled with a peace so sweet that I melt away in a foggy haze of illusion.

I'm really tired. I've only gotten 4 hours of sleep the last two nights cause I'm stupid ass and I'm afraid the internet world will pass me away one email at a time.

singing in my sleep,
gso